Just stay...

Just want to scream loud while I feel my tears drop back into my soul... Why do things have to be like this? I only start this life with you and now: Is it going to the end?

I ever felt happy to see you online, but now I just feel bitter.. Though I wanna be with you all the time.. there are many things I wanna share with you... but when I talked to you, I forgot almost about it.

I wish that you could stay with me forever.. or should I stay here more to be with you???

I dont know how and what to do now.. but one thing: I dont want to leave ........